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your our angel   
09:36pm 06/07/2005
  FOR AMANDA SMITH You are our angel
peaceful kind, quiet like a mouse.

My parents loved you when you spent the night at my house.

You act like an angel sent from above.

When someone is sad and they have a frown your nice bright smile

could light up a town.

Yet, all of us feel like one day soon, you will be called up to

heaven and taken away from our lives.

But no matter what, you should always know, we will miss you, our bright heavenly angel.

These are reviews that I got before I updated:

Sang Yu Nung That's sweet :Good job, I like the formatting. On other poems you may want to consider evening out syllables per line when rhyming- but nicely written smiles

Mangled: It's quite good. I liked it, at least. Keep up the good work, mate.
09:36pm 06/07/2005

long, Dark

Fearing, hiding, falling

Feared, dreaded, taken for granted, gone

Laughing, loving, crying

Brilliant, short

Londons bridge   
09:35pm 06/07/2005
  London bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down, londons
bridge is falling down and there goes felton...

try restoring the london bridge london bridge london bridge try

restoring the london bridge but Radcliffes takes a dive....

into the water he shall go....

drowning in his sorrow....

being stalked by manda post...

he soon plumets....

into the water she will go...

she will go..she will go...

into the water she will go to save her Harry Potter.....

"Stay away" He shall yell

He shall yell he shall yell

"Stay away you stalker gal" Someone save me

But anyone except for her except for her except for her save me someone

just not her or I shall parish.

A/n this is a song I wrote about a friend of mine and I thought it was really funny. now if the spelling and or grammer are poor please just shut up cause I typed this on notepad. so yeah.

This is a review I got before I re-did this one:

Evie, though this song was written for me, and I must admit, though it is very very funny, it's still disrespectful to Daniel Radcliffe, so, when he and I get together, you are SO going to appologize! hehehe...love yas! DansMandy
Summer love   
09:34pm 06/07/2005
  Summer love
I walk along the beach, alone absorbed in thought.

All I think about is the sun setting. As I walk you run into me and I fall head over heels.

Little did I know you were my summer love, my happiness of the season.

Every night we walked along the beach.

More I didn't know was that you would be going home to your girlfriend.

Oh! I'm sorry wasn't I supposed to know about her?

Maybe I should have seen the ring on your finger.

You promised her what?

Your heart forever.

Well you broke my heart.

My happiness is gone.

So much for summer love.
Shebly's song   
09:34pm 06/07/2005
  Shelby's song
So confused hated abused.

This is how she fells.

Hated untrusted

used and miss used.

But even though you fell so low your friends are there for you.

So please tell me your problems let me be your shoulder to cry on.

You are my friend until the end.

You stood up for me you trust me.

You even took all my lies.

No matter what you'll always be my angel in disguise.

This is a poem for my best friend shel6 I don't know what I

would do with out he she has helped my through so much and I can only thank her with my life which she has saved meny times. Thank you shelby I love you like a big sister and I always will.
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09:34pm 06/07/2005
Nothing is alright,


Everybody lied,


You took away the only thing that made everything alright. So I try to live.


Take it away i'll say goodbye, never leave me here i'm not alright if you ever ever say, goodbye.

Living my life you by my side, nothing could be better just stay with me, make it all go away.


I never lied I really tried to make you stay with me here by my side. Try again, I just want you with me.


Never say goodbye

Never say goodbye

Never say goodbye

I give you back   
09:33pm 06/07/2005
  I give you back
I release you, my beautiful and terrible fear.

I release you.

You were my beloved and hated twin, but now,I don't know you as myself.

I release you with all the pain I would know at the death of a loved one.

You are not my blood anymore.

I give you back to the soldiers who burned down my home, beheaded my love, got the better of and destroyed my brother and sister.

I give you back to those who stole the rations from our plates when we were starving.

I release you, fear, so you can no longer keep me naked and frozen in

winter, or smothered under blankets in the summer.

I release you.

I am not afraid to be angry.

I am not afraid to rejoiced.

I am not afraid to be black.

I am not afraid to be white.

I am not afraid to be hungry.

I am not afraid to be full.

I am not afraid to be hated.

I am not afraid to be loved.

Oh, you have choked me, but I gave you the leash.

You have gutted me but I gave you the knife.

You have overcome me, but I laid myself across the fire.

I take myself back, fear.

You are not my shadow any longer.

I won't hold you in my hands.

You can't live in my ears, my eyes, my voice, my belly, or in my heart.

My heart.

But come here, fear.

I am alive and you are so afraid...

Of dying!!!
Best friends   
09:31pm 06/07/2005
  Best friends are:
People who are there to catch you if you fall,

to HELP you back up.

Tell you when you smell, or if your hair looks like crap.

The people in your life that know something is wrong before you say a word.

Girls that know what clothes you like.

Guys who know how to handle you when you get out of hand.

Even when you get bitchy they are the people who know how to calm you


And to make Sure everything is all right.

These are the people that when you have a fight with your parents they are there to tell you that they love you even if you don't believe it.

These are the people you love more than that first


These people are very important and if they weren't there you would crumble and fall.

These people are Your best friends.

A/N this is dedicated to my Best friends they are typed out as I think of them:

Amanda, Amanda,Amanda,Amanda,Brittany, Katy,Matt, Shelby, Steve, and Tamica, kate, martha, Kori, and chris m.(just a little) (I love you guys more than you know and I don't think I would ever be able to lose you.)
Double Die   
09:31pm 06/07/2005
  Double die
Sad, sad as I sit on the floor.

Crying, crying letting the blood drip on the floor.

Why, why did I let you get to me?

So now I cry, cry and I am sad, sad that I even bothered thinking I was your equal, your soul mate.

I lie, lie when people ask why I have cuts on my arms.

I try, try to explain I am fine.

So now I ask why, why did you leave me?

you made me cry, cry.

I was sad, sad.

So if you loved my why, why did you let me die?!?!?
Forget you not   
09:30pm 06/07/2005
  Forget you not
I go to school everyday,

I do my daily thing,

I go home,

and cry my lonely tearz,

but I try not to cry on the outside.

You told me to forget you,

And I really tried my best.

On the outside I don't know you,

But the inside I know you best.

I lied to myself, and to my friends,

But my lies are resurficing,

And being shoved right into my face.

I say I have forgotten you,

But really I have not for inside this lonely heart

I shall forget you not.
09:30pm 06/07/2005
I cut myself to know I am alive yet, life feels like nothing to me.

The pain from the cut lets me know I have felling.

The blood dripping on the floor tells me to live no more.

And all I can think about is how everyone lied, made fun, laughed at and mocked me.

Now you all will pay!

When I die you all will say" we knew her well( I hope you all burn in hell).. she was one of our friends." We cared

for her until the end".

I sit on the floor listening to nirvana hoping it will all be over soon.

Then my heart stops the last of my blood on the floor.

I close my eyes.

The suicide note taped on the door when my parents come home I wont be living anymore.
09:29pm 06/07/2005
Kids wake up in the morning.

Get dressed, make hairstyle, and grab school stuff. Some kids have to get dressed in a school uniform, which ironically takes away the only individualism that exists within the teenage population.

Sameness exists because of the school systems, and govermental industries. Teachers tell you to be unique and yourself. But when you are yourself you are mocked and exiled.

Even amongst governmental industries sameness is previewed to the world as the "hippest" style, or "cool." If Abercrombie said it wasn't quote "cool" to breath over half of the teenage population would die of suffocation within 24 hours.

Sameness is in my opinion is what the teachers and the 'ducks' make you after becoming a mind numbing drone.

To sameness executer's individualism is a crime. Being you is bad. It is like that kid show 'booba' it is hypnotizing. It could make kids sit down legs crossed and be rocking back and forth chanting over and over "boohba" "boohba".

Sameness should be gotten rid of. People should be different. Sameness is like world peace it just shouldn't be.

A.N "ducks" are like doctors or psychiatrists they are also called quacks but I call them ducks because they go 'quack, quack
Take me as I am   
09:29pm 06/07/2005
  Take me as I am!!!
I may be weird, crazy, stupid, and just all out psycho, but that doesn't mean I should be hated and forgotten.

Why can't you take me as I am not everyone else?

Please we may be in a world with sameness and everyone alike, but I am different so please except me for me not for her or the Person donw the street.

This is me crazy, stupid, mismatched, and psycho, but it is all me no one else.

All I want you to do is take me as I am and except me for me.
The Pain we cause   
09:29pm 06/07/2005
  The Pain we cause
Grab a knife make it clean, show me what you really mean!

Tell me hard tell me tue for I never ever lied to you!

You broke my heart I broke my arm, you lied to me, I cut my wrist.

To hear honestly I need to know why do we cause so much pain?

I cut my wrist, so on the floor I lay.

Bloody throat, broken heart.

The pain we cause.

You heart me I hurt myself.

The pain we cause.

Now it is the end.

I know the pain we caused will soon come back to you.
Unnamed feeling   
09:28pm 06/07/2005
  The unnamed feeling
The unnamed feeling comes alive, and it takes me away.

This feeling that I don't undersand.

I want to cry I want to scream.

I just want this feeling to go away.

This unnamed feeling takes me away from the world I know the life I created I pushed to maintaine.

This unnamed feeling brought me to a foreign world a new creation of what I don't understand.

This unnamed feeling takes me away and it comes alive, within my soul.
Vampire day   
09:28pm 06/07/2005
  The Vampire Day
The day is lazy, it all feels so hazy, as I lay here in my bed.

The truth is out there, not that they care, I just sit here anyway.

As I wait for the sun to set I open my eyes after a long days nap. The hunger grows as I lay on the bed. As I get up and go to the bathroom I look at the mirror. Looking at the mirror I see a horrible monster. Disgust is what I feel for I am that monster looking back at me. Bags under my eyes paler than my kind should be.

Why was I made into this horrible monster this beast? I do it for love, but love does not reside within my beatless heart anymore.

I leave the bathroom, and look out into the darkness, my senses hightened I can see in the dark better than I used to.

Remebering the promise that I made to my mentor I feel he would be proud. Tonight I make him proud for I will feed on my own.

I jump out the third story window, and lad quietly on the ground. I move swiftly around the corners and down the street. I see a fat man 'lots of blood in that one' I think to myself.

I climb the building nearest to him, watching my prey sit down I get ready for the dive. 'Be quiet and quick' I think remembering the things He taught me so long ago. I drop down behind him he never notices a thing. A gas excapes thru my mouth and he is out like a light. My nails become longer then they were just moments before. I make a slice in the best vein I could find. Once the cut is made I lick up the blood surronding the wound then I suck the warm liquid seeping out of the body....but that is all I should think of my victums as shouldn't I as a thing yet that is what I really am a nothing that resides in the darkness never to leave the shadows of the night and the shadows of my past.

As I enjoy the last drop that I take from my victum I realize I truly have become my worst nightmare the thing that I was scared of and I checked under my bed for at night when I was younger, I truly and a beast.

I spit on my finger to close the wound leave just a simply scar that no one will ever notice.

"Well done my apprentice, you are now a ful fledged demon of the night"

He says while gently clapping his hands.

"Thank you" I say so cold even colder than my life less love less heart.

"I wish I were dead." I say.

"But you already are." He says with sarcasm dripping from his lips that same lips the had once wanted to kiss.

"Go away." Is all I can muster, trying to hold the tearz that have been wanting to fall from my eyes since that night he made me like him.

"MY NIGHTMARE IS A REALITY AND IT IS ALL YOUR FAULT!" I scream at him. Not knowing what else to do I run not wanting him to see me cry......no not him.

As I run I find my safe place my sanctuary. I run and I say to myself aloud "I am a creature of the night your worst nightmare." "My worst nightmare" I whisper to myself.

"I am a vampire"

"And that is all I will ever be."
This time of yeat   
09:28pm 06/07/2005
  Merry christmas
Another day of the year or so I thought.

But this year is different, family all around and happiness filling a once cold and empty heart.

I never thought that the holidays and family gatherings could bring me happiness but I was wrong as always.

Bring me gifts more laughter, more smiles, more fun.

Having the family together, not arguing, everyone here, not in jail not in the hospital everyone is here and I am happy for just this time of year.
So Yesterday   
09:27pm 06/07/2005
  So yesterday
The way you made me feel..

So yesterday...

The way you held my hand...

So yesterday...

The way you hugged me when you say me in the morning...

So yesterday...

How you told me just what I wanted to hear...

So yesterday...

How you lied to my parents so I wouldn't get in trouble...

So yesterday...

How you told me you and your ex were thru...

So yesterday...

When you asked my best friend out...

So yesterday...

When you stole the money out of my purse...

So yesterday...

How I thought I felt about you..

The way I smiled thinking you cared...

When I kissed you thinking I was the only to do it...

So yesterday...

So yesterday...

So yesterday...

You and me are...So yesterday...
I don't understand   
09:27pm 06/07/2005
  I don't understand
I don't understand, why you act the way that you do.

I don't understand, Why you say the things you say.

I don't understand, why you lie the way that you do.

I don't understand, how you can say that you care when I know you don't

I don't understand, anything when it comes to you, and frankly I don't want to. If I understood you then there wouldn't be a mystery, and everyone likes to solve mysterious sometimes, yet when it comes to you that is just one I can't solve. I ask for help and you don't try, you lie to my face, I fight not to cry. Why can't you be like the person I know you are, the you I thought I knew?.....are you that lost not being able to know yourself?....I want to help, make you know you, like I used to. I love you, and I want you to love you aswell.
09:25pm 06/07/2005
  Cheezy robots, you really suck.
Why do you smell like your stuck, stuck in something hot where it melts you so, chezzy robots, you stupid hoes.

Ugly and gross you truly are. So get away from me, or I will be sick all night.....

Well, what do you think, I wrote this because, my friend amanda told me to write a poem about chezzy robots.

Black velvet

Black velvet so silky smooth, I like the way you feel against my tooth.

Soft I like to chew on you.

Black velvet you would make a horrible shoe.

Oh black velvet I love you so, please oh please be my HOE! Just kidding

Well, another stupid poem because of the stupid title!